mutepitch

semakin kesini baru nyadar kalo dia ternyata ga respect. ketemu nyapa sih, tapi keliatan cuek. cuma nyapa seadanya aja. apa mungkin orangnya emang cuek gitu? gak tau juga sih, baru kenal juga. huh, lama-lama kalo gini terus yg ada malah tambah bikin sakit hati aja. kalo dia emang cuek gitu ya aku paham sih, ya maklum aja aku juga orangnya cuek gitu, hampir sama mungkin ya. tapi mbok ya dia jangan ikut cuek.. aku nya kan jadi berspekulasi yg aneh2 tentang dia. 

apakah salah mengaguminya?

menurutku sih salah, salah karena aku baru mengaguminya saat ini. kenapa nggak dari dulu aja. fiuhh.. setidaknya terimakasih lah ya bisa mengaguminya. 

kalo kayak gini terus jadi bikin males liat dia, tambah bikin sakit hati. 

please, jangan cuek2 yaa. baik-baik sama kakaaa yaaaa :)

Suddenly, your face came into my mind
Suddenly, I thought of you
So I took out the deeply buried memories from my heart once again

For some reason, tonight,
It feels like I would be standing where you once were
The promises we made together are still so clear to me

Why can’t I forget you?
I’m only hurting like a fool
Why won’t my heart listen to me?
I try to forget and forget and force myself to laugh

Why can’t I forget you?
Why do I have to hurt like a fool?
It’s nothing, it’s nothing
I’m sorry for being like this by myself
I just thought of you suddenly

Are you doing well?
After you have left me?
Fine, I will erase you
Although my heart keeps searching for you

Why can’t I forget you?
I’m only hurting like a fool
Why won’t my heart listen to me?
I try to forget and forget and force myself to laugh

Why can’t I forget you?
Why do I have to hurt like a fool?
It’s nothing, it’s nothing
I’m sorry for being like this by myself
I just thought of you suddenly

Now I shouldn’t look for you, who has gone far away
Even if my heart crumbles and falls, I hope you’re happy
Even if my heart ever looks for you
And calls out your name, my love

Why can’t I forget you?
I’m only hurting like a fool
Why won’t my heart listen to me?
I try to forget and forget and force myself to laugh

Why can’t I forget you?
Why do I have to hurt like a fool?
It’s nothing, it’s nothing
I’m sorry for being like this by myself
I just thought of you suddenly

9.11 pm

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what the day!!! 

seperti pagi-pagi biasa yg selalu bersemangat semenjak “ehem” :). awalnya pesimis bakal ga liat si penyemangat, tapi ternyata secara tak terduga liat dan langsung bersemangat :). setelah tahu si penyemangat pergi.. langsung berubah jadi biasa aja. dan ternyata secara kebetulan atau apa lah, tak disangka ga hanya liat dari jauh tapi kali ini ketemu dan sumpah kaget banget dan rasanya ga bisa diungkapin, speechless pokoknya. senyumnya bikin tentrem :)

sekian hari ini :)

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